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Trying out claude pro for a month. Had a long conversation setting up a kind of interactive journal mixed with a zettelkasten. We’ll see how it goes. I hope I can get some insights from it. I’ve been off the contramyl for a week tomorrow. I also decided to reduce the prozac down to half what it was, things seem to be a bit better but I also think I’m dealing with some difficult upcoming life shit given the context I currently inhabit. Things are changing always and I will need to adapt and grow to survive and thrive.

Change is difficult as fuck but I really need to embrace it for this next arch of my narrative. Increasing my luck surface area will only work if I’m open to the opportunities that I’m faced with as I expand it. The first step is overcoming this emotional avoidance around people. It’s a major limiting factor in the level of depth in my relationships and it’s starting to hamper my quality of life in a huge way as I become more aware of what I need to be healthy and happy.